Bullshit
He came as a hero
he masqueraded to be what dreams are made of
His eyes do mesmerize, he does enter
as though you were the only one
he came as a hero
different from the rest
I thought he was what dreams were made of
But instead he proved to be
a petty repeat of bluest blues
and weeping willows
And I wonder what drives one
to play with hearts in such a manner
that the broken spirit of the other
simply does not matter?
I write this poem, to write you out
of every dream or wish I prayed
upon brilliant stars who were only laughing
spawns.
Cursed spawns with sharp teeth who
bite every time I remember He, who
made my dreams and ripped my dreams
I write this poem, to write you out
to heal myself, to rid myself
of every naive and foolish
hopeful hysterical feminine feeling.
And I write this poem,
So you can feel somewhere
in that wide chest--that in my
dainty breast bleeds of lost love.
And I write this poem
with one intention
To portray the most horrific feeling
To illustrate why this world is unmoving
Because fairy tale dreams are what they
are. Fancy fantasies of nothings. Love
is but a dream, because Life has other meanings
standards. regulations.
So for poets as I who write the
fantasies, who live in these ridiculous stanzas
can entertain others with verses of loss and love
As they close the book, with a short lived expression
Then go about in the most selfish and self centered
lives.
Not once looking naked to naked of actions or consequences
because instant gratification is maintaing and elevated ego.
I write this poem to write you out
as I have written others before.